grief

So sad, i nearly cried. i had to hold back my tears, looking away.

all it took was just one phone call.

His dog died.

Never knew i'd feel so upset.
Never knew it'd come so soon.

Yesterday when i saw it, it didn't look well;
it didn't wanna eat, it didn't wanna move when you call it from a distance;
it was breathing so hard, it was looking so sad and so distant.

And today, it was gone. For good. Just like that.

It made me wonder...
should i really get a dog in the future?
it's not my dog and i'm this upset.
how would i feel if my very own dog dies.